14 October 2012

What Is Holding You Back


     Have you ever set out to do something that was seemingly impossible?  Have you been criticized, and looked down upon because you took a challenging step and yet seemingly failed while others stayed safely within their comfort zone?  A story in the Christian scriptures speaks of someone who did just this.  The man that I speak of was Peter.  He took a risk and a chance and it seemingly ended in failure.  Though there was not any criticism of Peter at the time, I have heard much criticism of Peter since.

     The story goes like this; Jesus sent his disciples across the sea and instructed them that he would catch up with them.  Though odd, because if they have the boat how is Jesus going to catch up to them, the disciples climbed in a boat and set sail for the other side of the sea.  A short way into their travels a storm hits and they are being tossed about in the boat.  Jesus comes along in the early morning walking on the water.  The disciples seeing him are scared that Jesus is a ghost.  Jesus identifies himself to which Peter responds if it is really you order me to come.  Jesus orders him to come and so Peter climbs out of the boat and starts walking on the water.  Peter begins to look around, becomes afraid, and starts to sink.  Jesus catches him and they walk back to the boat and climb in.  At this point Jesus calms the storm (Matthew 14:22 – 33).

     This is where Peter gets a bad reputation for Jesus asks why he doubted.  Often this is our focus in this story, the fact that Peter doubted and began to sink.  Here is another look at that same situation.  In that boat was at least twelve people, of those, twelve only Peter was willing to take the risk, climb out of the boat, and walk on the water towards Jesus.  Though Peter became overwhelmed by the things going on around him and lost sight of his goal and began to sink, he was at least willing to be obedient, to take a risk, and do something that seemed impossible.  The others chose to stay in the boat.  By staying in the safety of the boat, they missed an opportunity.

     For those who are like Peter and stepped out of their boat of comfort and entered into an experience of a lifetime congratulations for having such courage.  If you find that you are still walking on the water, in the midst of the storm and circumstances are causing you to begin to sink refocus on your goal.  Look around and see who is there to catch you so you do not become overwhelmed by the circumstances.

     If you are one of those still remaining in the boat of comfort, what is keeping you in the boat instead of taking that chance, that risk to have the experience of your life?  What fears are keeping you in your comfort zone instead of stretching yourself to greater things?

     I believe that we need to be more like Peter and be willing to take the calculated risk and step out of the boat.  Keep our eyes on the goal and not the circumstances.  Know that when we do become overwhelmed with our circumstances in the risk, that there is always someone out there to catch us and help us in our endeavors, whether that be your faith, a friend, a chaplain or any other form of help.  The first step can be the scariest but the risk is usually worth the first step.